# The man who followed Elon Musk everywhere: Walter Isaacson > An episode of The diary of a CEO, An interview with Walter Isaacson on Elon Musk An episode of , An interview with on ## Memo Working closely with the Elon: - Has a superhero complex. - Elon is mostly focused on engineering, rather than design. He is a great engineer. Elon Musk's childhood: - (Left-handed, gay), (Jewish in Germany), (adopted) - : - . - No friends. - Often beatten up by friends and father. Could be the origin of his Musk's 'demon-mode': - His father was like . - Elon also has it in him. "He truely gets cold." - He has multiple personalities. - Having demons to harness tends to drive you a bit more. Could anyone become Elon Musk? - Elon wasn't a good student. - But he has an intense focus on the things he likes. First principle thinking: - Whenever you face the problem you just go to the very basic physics of it, not all rules and regulations. - Regulartos vs. risk-takers. Elon's change of ideology & his child transitioning: - Xavier: "I'm transitioning. My name is now Jenna, and don't tell my father now." - Elon said to W. Isaacson: "Nothing caused me more pain." Buying Twitter: - Urgent insensity over - He wanted a "hard-core all-in environment." Did and want to be liked? - "If you try too hard to be liked, you're not going to be disruptive enough." - "Empathy can be your enemy." Elon's mission to conquer Mars - He said he has three missions: - To get humanity to Mars. - To have sustainable energy. - To make robots safe. - Why Mars? - Human is rare, or could be unique. - It's the great adventure. We need an inspiring vision. Elon's fear of dying before accomplishing his mission - His estimation is about 10 years. But his estimation is alway wrong by 2 to 3 times. lol - Elon's diet is very unhealthy compare to and Concerns about Elon's mental health - His [mental health](https://wiki.g15e.com/pages/Mental%20health.txt) is not great. - Has kind of a multiple personalities. - Took prescribed medications for bipolar disorder. Commonalities between and : - They have passion. - They both cared about details. Are they delusional? - They are crazy and crazy enough to think they can change the world. - Reality distortion field is a geek's way to saying delusional. - It works 80% of the time, but sometimes it doesn work: - Jobs tried to will his cancer away but failed. - Elon's full self-driving car. (He said for past 10 years that it could be done in a year.) Is Elon happy? - No. He doesn't value happiness. Elon is afraid of being alone? - He likes drama, fighting, and intensity. - But he's always afraid of being alone. He said that he was so lonely as a child.